i hate today

i woke up like an hour ago

and today is already awful

i hate days like these

lets discuss what happened:

1) i forgot my contact holder thing in vegas, so i slept in my contacts... for the second night in a row

2) i lost my favorite earrings

3) a lady from colonial calls me and tells me that they have me nowhere in their system so she tells me "idk what to say... good luck i guess"

thats all

it might not sound like much,

but i promise you it is

i cried

i just really wanna go back to vegas

being here for a week is too much

it hasnt been everything i wanted

i like coming home

but not to my moms house

things just arent the same

and i feel... left out

like they just continued their lives without me

which is i guess what i expected

but was surprised to find

everything is different

and i wanna go back

to where i can be happy