stress

life sucks lately mostly because i only have $21.02 in my checking account to last me until i get a job but who knows when that will be even though i hope it's soon because i literally have no money but my grandma should be sending me a $100 check soon and instead of buying my new phone with it i think i'm going to pay tithing because i feel like if i do that then maybe i'll get blessings and something miraculous will happen like i'll get a call about one of these jobs or i'll find like a million dollars laying in the road or something and i think that'd be really cool and what else is pissing me off is the fact that i've gotten TWO parking tickets in the last 48 hours and that infuriates me more than just about anything else ever has and it's really super frustrating and also i have a lot of homework and i don't feel like doing it and i want to take a shower but i don't have time because i have said homework and also i'm going to tanner's parents house in idaho falls tonight for a fire and smores so that's gonna be fun but i'll probably be worried the whole time about getting my homework done and being in bed at a decent hour and i also need to talk to someone about my schedule and finding out how far away i am from getting my associates so i can make plans to transfer to uvu or provo so i can get out of rexburg and it's all just so overwhelming and i honestly just feel like curling up in a ball and sleeping forever.

but i can't. so i'm going to make a list of reasons to be grateful today, suck it up, and move on.