85 degrees in rexburg? whaaaa?

its so hot

its supposed to be in the NINETIES tomorrow

im gonna diiiiie

at least its not humid

anywayssss, we got back from utah last night. we brought bri back with us! i like her. i like her a lot. i was jealous though cause i miss my baby sister. hadleys finally being nice to me again though so thats good. i miss her more than anybody else in the whole wide world.

utah was kinda gay this weekend.

this is basically it:

friday we ate panda in IF

alec, caroline and lizzy picked me up from borders in slc

we went to their house in provo

i did my extra credit humanities homework

me and amalia went to see the last song (for the second time)

slept on the trampoline

woke up

had french toast and sausage

got ready

watched the usa/ghana game... id rather not talk about it

skyped with ben

went to five guys

went to see the bounty hunter

went home and planned our trip to draper (that ended up not happening)

went to in-n-out for dinner

went to the loft

went home

laid on the trampoline

talked to

logan

alex

marcel

and brent

went to bed

woke up

ate a breakfast burrito (my first ever)

went to church

played phase 10 with caroline and clark

mali took me to meet amy and bri

ate chipotle

came home

the end

yeah, not too eventful. now i just need to make it to next weekend

fourth of july

amalia and ben

no school monday

yay

yay

yay

yay

yay

friday (n): a great feeling, happy, no more shit for two days

hellllooooo friday!

my absolute favorite day of the week. today means panda express, a roadtrip, best friend time, utahhhh, familia, just... yay. so i definitely only got 4 and a half hours of sleep last night. and im gonna be driving today. good choice on my part huh? oh wellllll. at least i went to one of my three classes today. thats big for me. i took my humanities music test. ick. it was awful. im feelin a B or so though. so thats good.

the panda express in IF opened this week (only panda in the WHOLE state of idaho). its sort of a big deal. me and amy are going there for lunch before heading to slc. yay for panda. i havent had it since april. thats a big deal.

my current music obsessions: minus the bear (thank you shawn wilcox), pretty lights (thank you brent arnold), bloc party, passion pit (thank you sophie wallerstedt) and safetysuit (thank you calaigh labrum). so so so sososo good. im in love with music, did you know?

im so very excited to see my absolute favorite second cousin once removed amaliaaaa :) i miss her and her little brothers and sisters. i wish i was cool like them and had italian middle names cause my mom was italian. their parents speak italian to eachother. how cute is that? seriously. i wanna be able to speak another language to my husband... so sexy.

--8:45--

welllll im sitting here waiting for amalia to get home so we can do something awesome and reek havoc on the town. i like provo. i like it a lot. its charming? is that the word i want? im not sure. i like provo though.

ive missed these people. little lizzy is so cute. right now shes drawing christmas pictures for me out of a coloring book. its definitely june, far away from christmas. but thats okay. thats what i miss about being a little kid. its okay that shes drawing christmas pictures in june because thats what she wants to do. i miss not having to worry about anything but what color crayon to use. life was good back then.

i met amy's baby sister today. it made me miss my baby sister. i miss our drives, our music, our walks, our talks, our random activities and adventures, finishing eachothers sentences, sleeping in my car, just... everything.

k well im thinking this is long enough for now. have i mentioned i like utah? well i do, a lot.

fjdklaf; i like roadtrips

ch ch ch changes

wow, two in one week. im impressed with myself, as should you be.

im making lots of changes in my life right now. i want to be better. about everything. even though i have ZERO motivation for school right now (because come on, school in the summer? its just not okay) im gonna try supaaaa hard to get all A's this semester. i want my scholarship back.

i want to do more "good" things. sister connell was a big fan of "trade the good things for better things" and frankly, i need to start with good. i wrote in my journal last night. that was big for me. i used to be wayyy good about journal writing, but something happened and well, i suck at it now. it'd been like a month since i'd written anything. but im trying to be better. i read my scriptures for book of mormon, but honestly, that's probably only because i have to. im bad about scripture study on my own. which is why im happy im taking a religion class. at least im reading them at all, right? i love marking up my scriptures. when i turn to a page and see it full of color and writing it makes me so happy. my prayers have been better though. yay mee.

is it wrong that its 3:32 in the morning and i may or may not have been reading my best friends blog instead of doing homework? nahhh, probably not. i love amy. i dont think ive ever had so much in common with a friend before. except had, but thats inevitable. im just bummed we didnt start hanging out earlier, like last semester. but maybe thats good. i love our talks. i feel like i can tell her anything. and thats something i havent had for awhile. i trust her. and i like having people i can trust. we do the weirdest things together, but thats okay, because weird is good. and we enjoy it, so who cares?

im so ready for utah this weekend. as much as i love rexburg, im happy to be getting away. im bummed calaigh is gonna be with ster, but that just means i get extra time with amalia and ben and clarke and caroline and lizzy and alec and irene. i love family. i love my family. i love that me and my mom get along so much better when i'm at school. i'm finally realizing that she's right about more than i thought. my dad's a complete douchebag, but thats okay. because i have my mom. and tom. and thats all i really need.

here's tooooo: summer nights, roadtrips, juice, white cheddar cheezits, minus the bear, good morning texts, still loving exboyfriends, popsicles, manual cars, bke jeans, lunch dates, curly hair, flipflops, and everything in between.

i love my life, and the people in it. fjdklaf; i just do :)

the pursuit of happyness

shi all, im the happiest ive been since... i can remember. and thats a gooood thing. life is way good. i have the best friends, the best family, and idaho's weather is finally nice.

i love amy cragun. i like our adventures, our afternoons at the park, our sunday lunches, our spanish homework sessions with chris, our skype conversations, our gay "goodnight" texts, i just really like us.

30 days til i go to vegas

51 days til i go home

189 days til i go to ecuador

i absolutely positively am most definitely in love with summer. i just hate that i have to be in schoool. i like rexburg. i like it a lot. i like that the weather is finally nice.

i like taking pictures. i like doing things that are worthy of taking pictures of. i really like juice. a lot. and thai food. mmmm good.

i like david archuleta, even though im kind of embarrassed to say it. i would marry him 1) if he knew who i was, 2) if he was half a foot taller, 3) if he loved me back. hahah hes awesome. he is the nicest, funniest, cutest, most genuine, grateful, appreciative and in love with what he does person i've seen. he was here last weekend and i saw him (and david osmond, who i got a picture with thank you very much) with my fellow 816 hussy BETSY TRACY. it was bomb.

oh, and i really like tie-dye :)))

im really scatter-brained today, but i just thought i would share.

fjdklaf; so im paige

i want

its juuuune! can you believe it? JUUUUNE!!!! that means i'll be done with school next month and i am oh so excited. i cant wait.

i want to be home. i want to be with my friends. i want to be with the boy i like. i want to get all A's this semester. i want more sleep. i want summer nights. i want trips to utah. i want more backrubs during devo. i want to master spanish. i want to be a better student. i want to want more from life.

this month is gonna be amazing. i can feel it. its starting to be summer! no its not warm yet (idaho sucks), but today was nice. and the fact that it's freaking june means summer is close. and im happppy about that.

heres to weekends

i live for the weekends

seriously, they are what keeps me going

its so nice to have a break at the end of hectic week where theres so much going on

this weekend was no exception...

friday calaigh came up to idaho with her man sterling

they were having a birthday dinner for her and amber

i was worried i wasnt gonna make it cause i dont have a car

but she said her friend dustin could take me

so dustin calls me and is like "hey do you wanna take my car or my motorcycle tonight?"

i was FREAKING cause ive never been on a motorcycle

butttt all my roommates talked me into going

and im glad they did

omg it was so fun

i was scared for like the first five minutes but then i got over it, quickly

we went to idaho falls and had dinner at johnny carinos

sooo good, i had a chicken caesar salad and it was bomb

their bread is way good too

so that was basically friday

saturday i slept in wayy too late and missed courts game again, boo

but calaigh and ster brought me my toothbrush and ipod, which made me happppy

that night i went up to r mountain with kyle, devin, jacob and courtney

we climbed almost all the way to the top and then decided to head back and make hotdogs

so so so fun

best weekend ive had in a while, fersure

hello world

i suck at blogging

like BIG time

i just am so busy

so

so

so

so

busy

school started like two weeks ago?

maybe three?

idk, but life is so hectic

rexburg is pretty though

the weather is a little bipolar

last week it snowed

and today its sunny and beautiful

i want it to stay that way

forever

and ever

and ever

but the point is

I LOVE MY LIFE